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Monday, October 31, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Letting Go!
To give me all your fucking love
Is all I ever asked but what you don't understand
Is I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Listen babe, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
Bruno Mars couldn't have said it any better, this is exactly what most of us put ourselves through. We stay in bad relationship to long . We ,and yes I’m going to say we because once or twice i9 have made myself a victim to heart breaks. We as women live off of memories , what was once a good thing that gone bad, but we wait around for this change that may never come. We just know and want him to change so bad, we know that a man will only change when he is ready, but most of us don't want him to be happy with someone else , when we put up with so much and waited so long for the change. Now why does the next women deserve the good side off him, the side i was waiting for to come. Or maybe he will never change and now the next women has to deal with his bull shit and that burden off you. But it takes a lot for us to admit to this or realize that the whole time we were wasting out time. I know i wasted 10 years of my life with the wrong men. Waiting around for this change, while making myself into a different person. I was hurt so bad that i was pushed myself so far from Love that i lost my feelings in the mist of everything. We learn to live off of what i call the good first 3 months. They are the months where he wine and dine you, sent you flowers , do little dumb shit that matters. Made passionate love and fuck you like you never been fucked before. But as time goes on and that shit slowly stop,we still live off those memories of what use to be. If the flowers stopped and the passionate sex becomes just sex, and your not as happy as you use to be. Maybe the relationship isn't worth the fight . but we as women tend to deal and put up with too much , and as times goes on your making yourself more miserable, to the point where you can be laying right next to him and still feel alone. We have to learn how to let go of a relationship before it becomes too bad . i would love to still have a good relationship with my exes but i stayed in the relationship so long and dealt with so much. Now i hate my ex and want nothing to do with him. But if we would of just giving up when we both knew it wasn't working maybe we would still be friends to this very day. A lot of women put up with too much , if he cheats and you stay , he will continue to cheat, and he may become more bold with it . because now he knows that you re “Oh so Faithful and ain't going nowhere” , so he is going to do him.when you come to the point were you have to check his emails, phone log,and his every move, where is the Trust? A relationship can not last without Trust.i don't know about you but I don't feel like all the extra work just to be “ happy” in a relationship. The man for you is out there, and maybe the guy your with right now ain't him. Stop taking these bum ass no good men back. Because all your doing is digging a deeper hole to get out of. Sometimes its good to be single and learn to find and love yourself before you give someone your all. Learn your worth , up your standard. And start taking shit from these MEN! If no one tells you I'm going to tell you, your beautiful and I love you! You can always do better!
Xoxo
Muah
I'm living and learn to really Love
Until my next thought!
Is all I ever asked but what you don't understand
Is I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Listen babe, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
Bruno Mars couldn't have said it any better, this is exactly what most of us put ourselves through. We stay in bad relationship to long . We ,and yes I’m going to say we because once or twice i9 have made myself a victim to heart breaks. We as women live off of memories , what was once a good thing that gone bad, but we wait around for this change that may never come. We just know and want him to change so bad, we know that a man will only change when he is ready, but most of us don't want him to be happy with someone else , when we put up with so much and waited so long for the change. Now why does the next women deserve the good side off him, the side i was waiting for to come. Or maybe he will never change and now the next women has to deal with his bull shit and that burden off you. But it takes a lot for us to admit to this or realize that the whole time we were wasting out time. I know i wasted 10 years of my life with the wrong men. Waiting around for this change, while making myself into a different person. I was hurt so bad that i was pushed myself so far from Love that i lost my feelings in the mist of everything. We learn to live off of what i call the good first 3 months. They are the months where he wine and dine you, sent you flowers , do little dumb shit that matters. Made passionate love and fuck you like you never been fucked before. But as time goes on and that shit slowly stop,we still live off those memories of what use to be. If the flowers stopped and the passionate sex becomes just sex, and your not as happy as you use to be. Maybe the relationship isn't worth the fight . but we as women tend to deal and put up with too much , and as times goes on your making yourself more miserable, to the point where you can be laying right next to him and still feel alone. We have to learn how to let go of a relationship before it becomes too bad . i would love to still have a good relationship with my exes but i stayed in the relationship so long and dealt with so much. Now i hate my ex and want nothing to do with him. But if we would of just giving up when we both knew it wasn't working maybe we would still be friends to this very day. A lot of women put up with too much , if he cheats and you stay , he will continue to cheat, and he may become more bold with it . because now he knows that you re “Oh so Faithful and ain't going nowhere” , so he is going to do him.when you come to the point were you have to check his emails, phone log,and his every move, where is the Trust? A relationship can not last without Trust.i don't know about you but I don't feel like all the extra work just to be “ happy” in a relationship. The man for you is out there, and maybe the guy your with right now ain't him. Stop taking these bum ass no good men back. Because all your doing is digging a deeper hole to get out of. Sometimes its good to be single and learn to find and love yourself before you give someone your all. Learn your worth , up your standard. And start taking shit from these MEN! If no one tells you I'm going to tell you, your beautiful and I love you! You can always do better!
Xoxo
Muah
I'm living and learn to really Love
Until my next thought!
Monday, October 17, 2011
Don't Blame the Next cause of your Ex
Many women don't want to believe this but men do mold us, we are the bitch, cold hearted, take no shit , women that we are today because of the bad relationship we had in the past. I would love to speak for men but I'm not a man so sorry men this one is kind of for my ladies, but you can learn a thing or two from this as well. I know you have been hurt, i know you felt as though you gave your all in a relationship and got nothing back but a broken heart. But that doesn't mean all men are this way , or that you should give up on Love. You may not believe it but there are still some good men out here. My advice to you is don't bring the old shit from your past relationship into the new relationship , because your going to drive him away. Just learn what to do , what not to do, and most of all learn your worth. When you start with a new mate , start fresh, don't bring up your ex, don't think he cheating and lying or that if your ex did that he will do the same. And please don't look through this mans phone or emails. He is not your ex and he may not do the same things that your ex has done to you, give him a chance , but if he fucks up you may have to leave, don't want to start having a long streak of bad relationships, because by the third one you just might become a permeate Bitch. No when a relationship is worth fighting for. It might take you to kiss a few ugly frogs to get to your Prince.
Xoxo
Muah
I'm on to the Next fuck my Ex
Until my next thought
Many women don't want to believe this but men do mold us, we are the bitch, cold hearted, take no shit , women that we are today because of the bad relationship we had in the past. I would love to speak for men but I'm not a man so sorry men this one is kind of for my ladies, but you can learn a thing or two from this as well. I know you have been hurt, i know you felt as though you gave your all in a relationship and got nothing back but a broken heart. But that doesn't mean all men are this way , or that you should give up on Love. You may not believe it but there are still some good men out here. My advice to you is don't bring the old shit from your past relationship into the new relationship , because your going to drive him away. Just learn what to do , what not to do, and most of all learn your worth. When you start with a new mate , start fresh, don't bring up your ex, don't think he cheating and lying or that if your ex did that he will do the same. And please don't look through this mans phone or emails. He is not your ex and he may not do the same things that your ex has done to you, give him a chance , but if he fucks up you may have to leave, don't want to start having a long streak of bad relationships, because by the third one you just might become a permeate Bitch. No when a relationship is worth fighting for. It might take you to kiss a few ugly frogs to get to your Prince.
Xoxo
Muah
I'm on to the Next fuck my Ex
Until my next thought
Sunday, October 16, 2011
YOu Can'T Be SiNgle 4Ever
Single Like forever?
The Single life : Fun, No strings, do what the fuck you want, when you want, with who you want. But how long should that last? Do you really want to be 35 years old out at clubs looking for Mrs. Right.(Sex and the City)By that age i want to be settle down with a husband and children. For years we wonder why so many other races other then blacks got married at around the age of 25, which would give them 5 years to set up their future, by 30 they would have a house, good job, second income, car , you know their shit in order. But being single kind of puts you a little behind in the game. Speaking of game how long do you really think that you can be in this single game? Who wants to juggle men or women forever, doesn't that shit get old and boring? I see on twitter and Facebook everyday that the say me people screaming I'm Single and don't give a fuck about a bitch or dudes feelings, be the same people next status or tweet saying Im tried of going to be alone. I'm not saying that I'm against clubs but doesn't it feel much better to go to the club with some friends and know you have the safe pussy or dick at home waiting? Exspecailly men when do Cheating and fucking any and everyone get boring? I have no problem with it , I’m 25 and i so enjoy a dick me down here and there, but i think of getting to old for that , get your life together for the future years. I see marriage in the next two years for me , i had my fun. So when do you see the end of the tunnel? When do you stop and think , Family, two incomes, legal papers, GRO UP. Single life is only fun for a small time. We need to start respecting relationships again. Our children need it more then anything.
Xoxo
Muah
Ms. BlackWidow coming soon!
Until my next thought
The Single life : Fun, No strings, do what the fuck you want, when you want, with who you want. But how long should that last? Do you really want to be 35 years old out at clubs looking for Mrs. Right.(Sex and the City)By that age i want to be settle down with a husband and children. For years we wonder why so many other races other then blacks got married at around the age of 25, which would give them 5 years to set up their future, by 30 they would have a house, good job, second income, car , you know their shit in order. But being single kind of puts you a little behind in the game. Speaking of game how long do you really think that you can be in this single game? Who wants to juggle men or women forever, doesn't that shit get old and boring? I see on twitter and Facebook everyday that the say me people screaming I'm Single and don't give a fuck about a bitch or dudes feelings, be the same people next status or tweet saying Im tried of going to be alone. I'm not saying that I'm against clubs but doesn't it feel much better to go to the club with some friends and know you have the safe pussy or dick at home waiting? Exspecailly men when do Cheating and fucking any and everyone get boring? I have no problem with it , I’m 25 and i so enjoy a dick me down here and there, but i think of getting to old for that , get your life together for the future years. I see marriage in the next two years for me , i had my fun. So when do you see the end of the tunnel? When do you stop and think , Family, two incomes, legal papers, GRO UP. Single life is only fun for a small time. We need to start respecting relationships again. Our children need it more then anything.
Xoxo
Muah
Ms. BlackWidow coming soon!
Until my next thought
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Side Jawns Play Ya Role
Know ya role and play by the rules
I know many people claim they never been a Side Jawn or that they cant stand them . I for one don't hate or dislike side jawns , i just cant stand the ones that have Main Girl emotions. If you know your role play it , Main girl, side jawn , wife, baby mom, or mistress . I cant stand the Side Jawn that seem to think that they are more then fun and a fuck. If he tells you that I have a girl and you acept that, now its times to play that role. You have no rights to call or text him at any giving time. He doesn't owe you an explanation when he does something wrong. You are his on call fuck, and fun. There are different kinds of Side Jawn, some are just for a good fuck , and some are like side girls friends. A side girl still doesn't make you his girl, evidently your not good enough to be his Girl friend or maybe you just dont want to be his girl. If you know you came in as the side girl, know that more than likely you will not ever be his main girl. If you do make it to main girl , I wouldn't really trust that relationship, cause trust me there’s another side jawn waiting to take your old place. Side Jawn please, I can’t stress this anymore, you are not his girlfriend, don't contact his girl ever. Y'all got the nerve to let his girl know that your fucking him , like what is your point. All you do is hurt yourself in the long run. Y'all contact the main jawn and harsh her like she did something wrong. Look your there to balance a bad relationship out , he goes to you when he stress in his relationship. Trust when shit is going good the phones calls aren’t going to be a frequent as they use to be. And that's fine he doesn't have to call you on the regular. But it ain't just the women its the men too, you have to learn how to control your women , a side jawn only going to do what you let her do. She shouldn't know shit about your girl , so stop telling her shit when you are mad at your women, because she will use that against you and your girl. I'm not saying that I agree with cheating but shit if your going to do it , know the fucking rules. Now as for any mistress , you are not to exist in the wife eyes at all. You are there for a triangle of love, if you’re happy , he happy, then she is happy, once someone isn't happy it will not work. Word of advice you mean nothing to him and vice verse, so if wifey ever call just hang up change your number and move on. Its not worth the fight. I'm open to any disagreements or any added rules. But coming from one who once played all these roles, I know a little anbout what I'm talking bout and I made many homes happy lol. Want to know why, becuase I played my part and didn't exist in her eyes. What you don't know wouldn't hurt you most men cheat but its not cheating unless you get caught.But this maybe just me !
Xoxo
Muah
I play my roles well
Until my nect thought
I know many people claim they never been a Side Jawn or that they cant stand them . I for one don't hate or dislike side jawns , i just cant stand the ones that have Main Girl emotions. If you know your role play it , Main girl, side jawn , wife, baby mom, or mistress . I cant stand the Side Jawn that seem to think that they are more then fun and a fuck. If he tells you that I have a girl and you acept that, now its times to play that role. You have no rights to call or text him at any giving time. He doesn't owe you an explanation when he does something wrong. You are his on call fuck, and fun. There are different kinds of Side Jawn, some are just for a good fuck , and some are like side girls friends. A side girl still doesn't make you his girl, evidently your not good enough to be his Girl friend or maybe you just dont want to be his girl. If you know you came in as the side girl, know that more than likely you will not ever be his main girl. If you do make it to main girl , I wouldn't really trust that relationship, cause trust me there’s another side jawn waiting to take your old place. Side Jawn please, I can’t stress this anymore, you are not his girlfriend, don't contact his girl ever. Y'all got the nerve to let his girl know that your fucking him , like what is your point. All you do is hurt yourself in the long run. Y'all contact the main jawn and harsh her like she did something wrong. Look your there to balance a bad relationship out , he goes to you when he stress in his relationship. Trust when shit is going good the phones calls aren’t going to be a frequent as they use to be. And that's fine he doesn't have to call you on the regular. But it ain't just the women its the men too, you have to learn how to control your women , a side jawn only going to do what you let her do. She shouldn't know shit about your girl , so stop telling her shit when you are mad at your women, because she will use that against you and your girl. I'm not saying that I agree with cheating but shit if your going to do it , know the fucking rules. Now as for any mistress , you are not to exist in the wife eyes at all. You are there for a triangle of love, if you’re happy , he happy, then she is happy, once someone isn't happy it will not work. Word of advice you mean nothing to him and vice verse, so if wifey ever call just hang up change your number and move on. Its not worth the fight. I'm open to any disagreements or any added rules. But coming from one who once played all these roles, I know a little anbout what I'm talking bout and I made many homes happy lol. Want to know why, becuase I played my part and didn't exist in her eyes. What you don't know wouldn't hurt you most men cheat but its not cheating unless you get caught.But this maybe just me !
Xoxo
Muah
I play my roles well
Until my nect thought
Side Jawns Play Ya Role
Know ya role and play by the rules
I know many people claim they never been a Side Jawn or that they cant stand them . I for one don't hate or dislike side jawns , i just cant stand the ones that have Main Girl emotions. If you know your role play it , Main girl, side jawn , wife, baby mom, or mistress . I cant stand the Side Jawn that seem to think that they are more then fun and a fuck. If he tells you that I have a girl and you acept that, now its times to play that role. You have no rights to call or text him at any giving time. He doesn't owe you an explanation when he does something wrong. You are his on call fuck, and fun. There are different kinds of Side Jawn, some are just for a good fuck , and some are like side girls friends. A side girl still doesn't make you his girl, evidently your not good enough to be his Girl friend or maybe you just dont want to be his girl. If you know you came in as the side girl, know that more than likely you will not ever be his main girl. If you do make it to main girl , I wouldn't really trust that relationship, cause trust me there’s another side jawn waiting to take your old place. Side Jawn please, I can’t stress this anymore, you are not his girlfriend, don't contact his girl ever. Y'all got the nerve to let his girl know that your fucking him , like what is your point. All you do is hurt yourself in the long run. Y'all contact the main jawn and harsh her like she did something wrong. Look your there to balance a bad relationship out , he goes to you when he stress in his relationship. Trust when shit is going good the phones calls aren’t going to be a frequent as they use to be. And that's fine he doesn't have to call you on the regular. But it ain't just the women its the men too, you have to learn how to control your women , a side jawn only going to do what you let her do. She shouldn't know shit about your girl , so stop telling her shit when you are mad at your women, because she will use that against you and your girl. I'm not saying that I agree with cheating but shit if your going to do it , know the fucking rules. Now as for any mistress , you are not to exist in the wife eyes at all. You are there for a triangle of love, if you’re happy , he happy, then she is happy, once someone isn't happy it will not work. Word of advice you mean nothing to him and vice verse, so if wifey ever call just hang up change your number and move on. Its not worth the fight. I'm open to any disagreements or any added rules. But coming from one who once played all these roles, I know a little anbout what I'm talking bout and I made many homes happy lol. Want to know why, becuase I played my part and didn't exist in her eyes. What you don't know wouldn't hurt you most men cheat but its not cheating unless you get caught.But this maybe just me !
Xoxo
Muah
I play my roles well
Until my nect thought
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
But I'm Not a HoE
But I'm not a Hoe
Misunderstood Hoe
What is the difference between a whore and what you would a "Freak Jawn"?
Many women are just misunderstood as a hoe or whore when all they want is a nut or 2 rounds of pleasure. Just because she loves and enjoys sex doesn't make her a whore. A Freak Jawn picks her "victims' , she know what she wants and how to get it . A whore fucks anything for anything. I for one would call myself a freak jawn , I'm not ashamed to say I love a nut as well as the next person. I dont need to have sex for money, only exchange I'm loving for is a grand slam orgasm. Sex should not be in exchange for pleasure unless you are a whore or tricking. Men don't owe you shit because you gave him some pussy. I'm sure you got what you wanted out the deal as well as he. Now if this is someone you date on a regular , boyfriend or husband, money shouldn't be a factor. Everyone knows a real man takes care of home. Seriously don't get the two confused. Once again a whore will let a man fuck her in his homies crib and his boy could come up behind her put his two fingers in her pussy and she wouldn't say a damn thing. Shit she may let him tape the it on his phone. A Freak Jawn dont fuck everyone, she is very selective he may have a few rules in the bedroom, i.e don't put ya hands on my head if I'm giving you head, that's if she choose to give you head. Most men would date or wife a Freak Jawn , and he can tell the difference. Understand I used the word "MAN" cause a boy wouldn't know the difference if it came with a sign. The point I'm trying to make here, is that so many females are called whores when all they want is a good nut and a smile on her face. Do you know what you are ? Don't become a misunderstood hoe.
xoxo
Muah
Yup Yup she's a little freaky
Until my next thought.....
Urban Dictionary:
Freak Nasty/Jawn:
The true definition of freak nasty is to be sexually uninhibited. It is not being afraid to enjoy sex and tryn new things. This person can be female or male, mrried or single... It doesnt mean Ur a hoe or a skank. Just means Ur not afraid to get Ur FREAK on.
person 1: I want U to spank me with a paddle then tie me up and fuck the shit outta me.
Misunderstood Hoe
What is the difference between a whore and what you would a "Freak Jawn"?
Many women are just misunderstood as a hoe or whore when all they want is a nut or 2 rounds of pleasure. Just because she loves and enjoys sex doesn't make her a whore. A Freak Jawn picks her "victims' , she know what she wants and how to get it . A whore fucks anything for anything. I for one would call myself a freak jawn , I'm not ashamed to say I love a nut as well as the next person. I dont need to have sex for money, only exchange I'm loving for is a grand slam orgasm. Sex should not be in exchange for pleasure unless you are a whore or tricking. Men don't owe you shit because you gave him some pussy. I'm sure you got what you wanted out the deal as well as he. Now if this is someone you date on a regular , boyfriend or husband, money shouldn't be a factor. Everyone knows a real man takes care of home. Seriously don't get the two confused. Once again a whore will let a man fuck her in his homies crib and his boy could come up behind her put his two fingers in her pussy and she wouldn't say a damn thing. Shit she may let him tape the it on his phone. A Freak Jawn dont fuck everyone, she is very selective he may have a few rules in the bedroom, i.e don't put ya hands on my head if I'm giving you head, that's if she choose to give you head. Most men would date or wife a Freak Jawn , and he can tell the difference. Understand I used the word "MAN" cause a boy wouldn't know the difference if it came with a sign. The point I'm trying to make here, is that so many females are called whores when all they want is a good nut and a smile on her face. Do you know what you are ? Don't become a misunderstood hoe.
xoxo
Muah
Yup Yup she's a little freaky
Until my next thought.....
Urban Dictionary:
Freak Nasty/Jawn:
The true definition of freak nasty is to be sexually uninhibited. It is not being afraid to enjoy sex and tryn new things. This person can be female or male, mrried or single... It doesnt mean Ur a hoe or a skank. Just means Ur not afraid to get Ur FREAK on.
person 1: I want U to spank me with a paddle then tie me up and fuck the shit outta me.
Monday, October 10, 2011
No Condom?
NO Condom?
When did sex become more important then your own life?
We all know that good feeling of flesh to flesh , skin to skin, raw sex is everything, yea with your mate that you really trust. But now in days as long as he or she looks good and clean its a go, raw dog it is. I don't know that when you first meet someone if its in your mind that damn I would Love to fuck him raw, or is it when your face to face alone in the bedroom. Then do you think damn I can trust him/ her. Or is it the feeling once your in side of her , that damn maybe I can trust that she is clean , no shes too pretty to have anything. People come to the point where they will have a condom then in the middle of sex , it goes missing. whats the point? are you just showing this person that hey I use these things sometimes, but if the pussy good enough I'm taking it off. Is the power of good dick or pussy that important that you would second the thought of HIV, AIDS, or any STD? A baby is the least of your worries. If I have a ring , IUD , or shot doesn't mean shit to a life threatening disease. Did you know that they have condoms so thin that it feels like your going in raw? It kills me but most females don't mind a condom but at the same time don't question if you don't pull one out.(speaking from experience) Ladies, there's nothing wrong with having a few condoms of your own .If he doesn't one , I wouldn't trust him to have sex with him at all, but if he doesn't at least you should. I know sex feels sooo good trust me I know , but the feelings ain't that great for me to die for it. If he doesn't have one or the last one pops, I guess you should run to the nearest store. Trust me that 10 minutes break of pleasure to grab a condom may save your life. Its 2011 and I know no one respects relationships so you may have to use one with your mate or husband , yes its that serious. How many stories have you read or heard of a women getting AIDS/HIV or an STD from her own husband? All I'm trying to say is think good long and hard before you decide that you trust this person with your LIFE. 20 minutes of pleasure can cause you a lifetime of pain.
xoxoa
Muah : *
Im no Satin
Until my next Thought
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When did sex become more important then your own life?
We all know that good feeling of flesh to flesh , skin to skin, raw sex is everything, yea with your mate that you really trust. But now in days as long as he or she looks good and clean its a go, raw dog it is. I don't know that when you first meet someone if its in your mind that damn I would Love to fuck him raw, or is it when your face to face alone in the bedroom. Then do you think damn I can trust him/ her. Or is it the feeling once your in side of her , that damn maybe I can trust that she is clean , no shes too pretty to have anything. People come to the point where they will have a condom then in the middle of sex , it goes missing. whats the point? are you just showing this person that hey I use these things sometimes, but if the pussy good enough I'm taking it off. Is the power of good dick or pussy that important that you would second the thought of HIV, AIDS, or any STD? A baby is the least of your worries. If I have a ring , IUD , or shot doesn't mean shit to a life threatening disease. Did you know that they have condoms so thin that it feels like your going in raw? It kills me but most females don't mind a condom but at the same time don't question if you don't pull one out.(speaking from experience) Ladies, there's nothing wrong with having a few condoms of your own .If he doesn't one , I wouldn't trust him to have sex with him at all, but if he doesn't at least you should. I know sex feels sooo good trust me I know , but the feelings ain't that great for me to die for it. If he doesn't have one or the last one pops, I guess you should run to the nearest store. Trust me that 10 minutes break of pleasure to grab a condom may save your life. Its 2011 and I know no one respects relationships so you may have to use one with your mate or husband , yes its that serious. How many stories have you read or heard of a women getting AIDS/HIV or an STD from her own husband? All I'm trying to say is think good long and hard before you decide that you trust this person with your LIFE. 20 minutes of pleasure can cause you a lifetime of pain.
xoxoa
Muah : *
Im no Satin
Until my next Thought
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Sunday, October 9, 2011
Im not your FuCkinG BaBy Mom
Im not ur baby mom
So finally after being your side jawn or the chick you been fucking raw for the past 3months ,i finally made it to that title "BabyMom" ! Its so sad that females have accpected this term as a title let alone a good one. A lot of women today would rather be a man's BM (babymom) over girlfriend or wife. When did being a babymom start making you feel like something? If you break the word down your the mother of XYZ, thats actually really No real Connection to your childs father. What happen to relationships? So as long as we our Have the title BM thats Cool? Just say if your someones girlfriend and he has a child by someone else believe me she has more say and power over you . The only way to Win or consider yourself of Importance is marriage. The word itself should be BAND. Men running around here calling you his BM like that really means something. It's an insult.... All that word gives us is a relationship without a real title a.k.a an Open door policy. Now he thinks your his own personal pussy keeper or the fact that he thinks he can clock what you do and who you do it with. We as women should want more for oursleves and our children. Then someones Baby Mom lets call ourselves what we are like, " XYZ's mother"
xoxo
Kali's Mother
until my next thought (titled NO Condom)
So finally after being your side jawn or the chick you been fucking raw for the past 3months ,i finally made it to that title "BabyMom" ! Its so sad that females have accpected this term as a title let alone a good one. A lot of women today would rather be a man's BM (babymom) over girlfriend or wife. When did being a babymom start making you feel like something? If you break the word down your the mother of XYZ, thats actually really No real Connection to your childs father. What happen to relationships? So as long as we our Have the title BM thats Cool? Just say if your someones girlfriend and he has a child by someone else believe me she has more say and power over you . The only way to Win or consider yourself of Importance is marriage. The word itself should be BAND. Men running around here calling you his BM like that really means something. It's an insult.... All that word gives us is a relationship without a real title a.k.a an Open door policy. Now he thinks your his own personal pussy keeper or the fact that he thinks he can clock what you do and who you do it with. We as women should want more for oursleves and our children. Then someones Baby Mom lets call ourselves what we are like, " XYZ's mother"
xoxo
Kali's Mother
until my next thought (titled NO Condom)
Im not your FuCkinG BaBy Mom
Im not ur baby mom
So finally after being your side jawn or the chick you been fucking raw for the past 3months ,i finally made it to that title "BabyMom" ! Its so sad that females have accpected this term as a title let alone a good one. A lot of women today would rather be a man's BM (babymom) over girlfriend or wife. When did being a babymom start making you feel like something? If you break the word down your the mother of XYZ, thats actually really No real Connection to your childs father. What happen to relationships? So as long as we our Have the title BM thats Cool? Just say if your someones girlfriend and he has a child by someone else believe me she has more say and power over you . The only way to Win or consider yourself of Importance is marriage. The word itself should be BAND. Men running around here calling you his BM like that really means something. It's an insult.... All that word gives us is a relationship without a real title a.k.a an Open door policy. Now he thinks your his own personal pussy keeper or the fact that he thinks he can clock what you do and who you do it with. We as women should want more for oursleves and our children. Then someones Baby Mom lets call ourselves what we are like, " XYZ's mother"
So finally after being your side jawn or the chick you been fucking raw for the past 3months ,i finally made it to that title "BabyMom" ! Its so sad that females have accpected this term as a title let alone a good one. A lot of women today would rather be a man's BM (babymom) over girlfriend or wife. When did being a babymom start making you feel like something? If you break the word down your the mother of XYZ, thats actually really No real Connection to your childs father. What happen to relationships? So as long as we our Have the title BM thats Cool? Just say if your someones girlfriend and he has a child by someone else believe me she has more say and power over you . The only way to Win or consider yourself of Importance is marriage. The word itself should be BAND. Men running around here calling you his BM like that really means something. It's an insult.... All that word gives us is a relationship without a real title a.k.a an Open door policy. Now he thinks your his own personal pussy keeper or the fact that he thinks he can clock what you do and who you do it with. We as women should want more for oursleves and our children. Then someones Baby Mom lets call ourselves what we are like, " XYZ's mother"
Friday, October 7, 2011
15 minutes
Only women who have been through this can understand ,even if its not a man in prison,long distance or in the army ,you'll feel me. Missing someone to the point of physical pain,until it hurts ,is one crazy feeling.waiting 3 days for an reply to a letter that took 3 days to get to him.that one question that you were just dying for the answer.The visits even if he is close enough to get them are never long enough.that few seconds of a kiss it the best feeling you had in a long time. You even close your eyes and wish you could stay in that moment forever.that phone call the one you have been waiting for since he told you that Friday ill be calling you at 10 am, but now its 7 pm and you have been waiting for this call all day. Soon as the phone ring with that 713 or 814 number ,your smiling from ear to ear.cant wait to hear "you have a call from" and you get chills everytime you hear him say his name. Yea only ones who been through this knows what im talking about. The phone conversation that you planned over and over in your head never comes out as planned. You say I miss you and love you more then you ever said it to him before. You never knew how much someones voice could make you so happy and make your week or month. Yea i got that call today . Wishing i could tell him how i really feel but i rather it be to his face. Wishing i could just go back to when he was home and i was in his arms. No women will understand unless she has been through it.you ask why do women love menYou ask yourself over and over again but it all come down to that 15 min. Call ... I dont care about nothing but us at that moment ! Today was a good day!
The Beginning...
Hello World,
I am an open person but many don't really know me and I guess I'm ready to let people into the mind of someone as unique as me . Funny I would use the word unique instead of wild , crazy, different, or any fun word like that. I been through a lot in my first to get me to be the way I am today. Cold heartless, non-trustful and lost... so if you want to come with me through this journey , then your welcome too. cause its gonna be a roller coaster ride , I'm up and down and everywhere!
Muah
until my next thought.....
I am an open person but many don't really know me and I guess I'm ready to let people into the mind of someone as unique as me . Funny I would use the word unique instead of wild , crazy, different, or any fun word like that. I been through a lot in my first to get me to be the way I am today. Cold heartless, non-trustful and lost... so if you want to come with me through this journey , then your welcome too. cause its gonna be a roller coaster ride , I'm up and down and everywhere!
until my next thought.....
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